Basically, at the very bottom of life, which seduces us all, there is only absurdity, and more absurdity. And maybe that’s what gives us our joy for living, because the only thing that can defeat absurdity is lucidity. ~~Albert Camus
This is so prophetic! Absurdity’s antidote is lucidity. How do we contextualise this when I am talking about twinflames? Lucidity means clarity of expression and thought.
Love is ABSURD to say the least. I for one, never understood how and why love operates the way it does in our society and in the greater collective mind. The concept of love has been denigrated to abject complications and mix-ups, rejection and humiliation, lies and deceit.
Media has taught us that people are disposable as there are so many options available out there. Get onto Tinder and find your love match. Hook up on speed dating! What a fucking ridiculous concept and how degrading to the very concept of LOVE. Not to forget the numerous apps where you can scroll through hundreds of profiles to get laid. Where is the love? Where is the emotion?
Love has become an arrangement. A contract and nothing more. When it begins, everything is perfect. But as familiarity arises, people tend to loose interest and look elsewhere. Most people that I work with had almost given up on love when I started working with them. But how can we ignore love?
Everytime I discuss romantic love, I have to talk about Moulin Rouge, one of my favourite love stories. The tragedy gets me every single time and Ewan Mcgregor when he sings- Love is a many splendored thing / Love lifts us up where we belong / All you need is love… Yes my lovelies, it is as literal as that…ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE!!
I am a hopeless romantic and most of my relationships have failed to fulfil me. Today I know it was not the fault of the person involved. It was just that we were vibrating in different frequencies. But we still met and started a relationship because of karmic reasons.
Why does this happen? Are we humans meant to just stray from person to person and then finally die unfulfilled? Because no partner is perfect. Marriage needs work and children need commitment.
In all this pressure and stress most of us miss our twinflame when that person makes an appearance. The people we marry are mostly not our twinflames. They are our daily companions and people we love and cherish, but a twinflame energy is all consuming in its intensity and complicated in its simplicity.
And it is NOT ABSURD. I will explain the esoteric context of twinflames. But first let me meander a bit. I have been obsessed with love, so much so that more than falling in love with my partners I was more in love with the idea of love. Call it stupid and childish immaturity coupled with a writer’s imagination, it is enough to know that nothing and no one made me happy- too many doubts, too many fucking mixed signals and never any surety of feelings.
My partner is the very epitome of level headed approach to romance, so much so that it makes me want to rip my hair off sometimes. Cool and quirky, he is an Aquarian Sun. Thankfully this is combated by his Pisces Moon and he senses my intuitive and mystical side, but our approach to love and romance is totally diverse. He shows love in a more restrained and practical manner by doing things for me which do not include poetry or songs, kissing on the beach(as someone is always watching) or under the full moon. He is not heavy into passionate oeuvres and melodrama(as he calls it) and I dream of intense all encompassing love where nothing else matters. Not practical! So I hear a lot.
When I came across the twinflame concept, it blew me away and I began to look into it. Meditating upon twinflames, I learnt that I have not yet met my twinflame. He is out there somewhere, but we have not touched base!
During one of my Past Life Regression sessions, I realised that someone I have known for over ten years in Goa is in fact my twinflame energy and this got me thinking. Could this man be my twinflame even though I have no sexual feeling towards him. In fact I am not even attracted to him in the conventional sense.
Somehow I am not convinced that he is my twinflame and sometimes PLR therapies point us to places but the definitive interpretation may not be accurate. It might be that my twinflame energy is in Goa, it may not be that person. It may have the music that was going to connect us, I thought.
That is what I feel. And now I can tell you one thing that as I meditate upon this phenomena, I know that my twinflame is out there. Somehow I feel that even he is aware of me and my presence!!!
Don’t ask me why? I have no clue as to who he could be. Does that mean I will give up my life and go looking for him. No. In fact most twinflames never meet! I know how harsh that sounds, but let us get LUCIDITY on the ABSURD concept of twinflames.
Firstly let us understand what TWINFLAMES mean to the mainstream. Most people seem to think that the twinflame is some sort of MIRROR SOUL and this originated from Plato’s Symposium which indicated that humans originally had two faces, four arms and four legs. Humans became so powerful that they threatened to overpower the gods and then Zeus split them in half. So when we discover our other “half” again we are filled with a profound sense of wholeness. I personally think this is oversimplification of this mystery.
Your twinflame pops out and your life changes completely when you encounter him/her. Even online. You may be scrolling through FB feeds and then suddenly you see that profile picture and everything stops short. For when you look into those eyes, you experience this intense yearning and excitement, yet, there is a feeling of knowing that person and the sense of COMING HOME.
I know this has happened to a few people who have consulted with me. Yes some of them have been lucky enough to have met their twinflame. But for the rest of us, it is still not time.
Listen my lovelies, every relationship changes you. Whether you know it or not. But when you are confronted with this twinflame vibe, the breath is literally knocked off your chest. You feel are fired up and you don’t know why. You want to contact that person but your brains tell you otherwise.
In fact most of us will never do anything about these feelings if we are lucky to have them. Because each of us are caught in our own issues. And also the twinflame relationship is anything but smooth and peaceful. It is not for people who are used to shallow waters.
This relationship is about diving into the fertile chaos to recover love pearls for the soul. While most of us will never face our twinflames in this incarnation, but some of the blessed ones will meet their twinflames and have a stormy relationship with them.
This relationship will be tempestuous. It will shatter every safe, preconceived notion you have ever held about love, romance. It might even destroy the idea you have held about that person. For example, your twinflame may not look like how you expect or behave in a manner you are used to and this is totally normal. What else did you expect?
While I am not asking you to drop your partner and go looking for your twinflame, what I want you to do is at least know the signs if you ever meet that person. And even if you do, there is very less chance that you will hook up. Don’t get pissed with the messenger, pay attention to the message.
In most cases, the twinflames may see each other from a distance and like each other. Again this “like” factor will be extremely intensified. Suddenly out of the blue you may see him and your eyes may meet. And at that moment your whole fucking world will collapse. Nothing will exist but him/her.
You may feel so connected to him physically, mentally and spiritually and you may not even know him/her. The voice of your twinflame will also sound very familiar for sound is what created this Universe.
Before there were any stars or galaxies, 13.8 billion years ago, our universe was just a ball of hot plasma — a mixture of electrons, protons, and light. Sound waves shook this infant universe, triggered by minute, or “quantum,” fluctuations happening just moments after the big bang that created our universe. ~~NASA
The whole of creation emanated from a vibration – AUM! Sound can create Universes and can destroy them too. We hear less than 1% of the acoustic spectrum consciously. But we do not know how our UNCONSCIOUS mind is reacting to all that sound we supposedly can not hear. Those frequencies are hitting us with information. We are just not tuned in to those frequencies to realise what they mean.
His/her voice may strike you ass oddly familiar and you will exchange telepathic communication with each other. I have seen his happen with most twinflame cases. There is no blackmagic involved in this(lol). Yes people ask me if I do black magic(me being a witch and all…lol). This happens due to quantum entanglement and is a natural function of our connectedness with each other at quantum levels of the psyche or our UNCONSCIOUS MIND.
Oh and another thing that I have seen is twinflames are mostly from diverse cultures. The sixth race as described by Blavastky will be MIXED RACE and the American people who will become the “pioneers” of the 6th sub-race of the 5th root race and this process is due to begin relatively soon.
“We are preparing here in America a new race which will exhibit the perfection of the glories that I said were being slowly brought to the surface from the long forgotten past. This is why the Americas are seen to be in a perpetual ferment. It is the seething and bubbling of the older races in the refining-pot, and the slow coming up of the material for the new race. Here, and nowhere else, are to be found men and women of every race living together, being governed together, attacking nature and the problems of life together, and bringing forth children who combine, each one, two races. This process will go on until in the course of many generations there will be produced on the American continents an entirely new race; new bodies; new orders of intellect; new powers of the mind; curious and unheard-of psychic powers, as well as extraordinary physical ones; with new senses and extensions of present senses now unforeseen. When this new sort of body and mind are generated – then other monads, or our own again, will animate them and paint upon the screen of time the pictures of 100,000 years ago.” ~~HPB
You understand how Nature is reuniting twinflames to bring forth the SIXTH RACE. All well and fine you say, but how do I know this person is my twinflame. Come on, there is no dearth of men/women on social media.
Wait up my lovelies. Firstly when you see your twinflame, it will be a fucking déjà vu. You know him/her and this feeling only gets deeper as you explore each other. You may feel like you are meant to be with that person even if you have a partner. This does not apply of you think like this with every person you are attracted to. This applies if you know how to use your powers of discretion.
You suddenly feel like this person will play a crucial role in your own soul growth. You may not know how and why, but you feel so. If you meet this person, you click on all levels with such intensity that it leaves you breathless. Yet, all this excitement is mingled with a sense of coming home. That person is your safe place.
Even if you do not know them, you feel like you can bare your soul and that person will spiritually empower you. Somehow they balance the yin-yang aspect to perfection- the twinflames. Your sense of identity and individuality is expanded. It is like you are born anew.
This relationship with all its problems will give you a huge sense of freedom, so this energy sets you free. But you have to work for it. And even if you know them online, you are totally tuned into their energy field. Like you know when they are online and when you read their posts its like you know them forever.
I suggest that morphogenetic fields work by imposing patterns on otherwise random or indeterminate patterns of activity. ~~Rupert Sheldrake
Another thing with this energy is that you CANNOT IGNORE it. You are magnetically attracted to them, no matter how hard you try to avoid them. No baby, there is no running away from this one, but for fuck’s sake don’t mistake an abusive relationship as your twinflame because you are too deluded.
These are some of the attributes we face when life brings our twinflame to us. Now let me tell you about the THEORY OF THE MONADS or the 144 SOUL GROUP which makes the Twinflame phenomenon possible. Digging deep into the occult.
There are MULTIPLE UNIVERSES and infinite galaxies. One GALAXY MONAD contains Soul Groups for each Solar System, which contains 144,000 Monads. Each of these Monads in the ‘Soul Group’ contains a total of 144 individuals. Each Monad contains the Essence of 12 branches of ‘Oversoul Souls’ and each ‘Oversoul Soul’ is broken down into 6 sets of Twin Souls or Flames.
These six sets are then separated and this is very painful. They become male female from the ARDHANARISHWARA. You and your Twin Soul or Twin Flame together are one of these pairs of six in your primary Soul Mate Group. The other 5 sets of Twins in your primary Soul Mate Group are known as your ‘near Twins.’ Since each Monad contains 144 individuals in total, the other 132 outside of your primary Soul Mate Group in your Monad are your secondary Soul Mates.
These secondary soulmates show up often in the 3D world and we mistake them for the ONE, but if there is any chance of any interaction with our twinflame, then all confusion fades away. You can never MISS that person if you are AWARE of them. If you are not aware of their existence, then yes, they may pass you by. But if ever you have felt that electricity between you and your twinflame, then you know that this person is unmistakably so.
I seriously thought I will meet my Twinflame in Goa in 2002 and 2003 when I was single the last time, but I was obviously not ready for the experience and I met my partner that same time in Bombay. He is definitely from my soul group, but not my Twinflame which I have felt over and over again in my meditations. But I know he exists. I have sensed him so many times and wondered if he is aware of me. Where he is and what does he do? Does he think about me? Because like all us mortals, I think of him too.
You can use the number 147,023 to attract a lover if you are wanting to do so, but summoning your twinflame will require all the mojo you can conjure. Ask Venus to bless you in this endeavour.
The minute I heard my first love story I started looking for you, not knowing how blind I was. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere. They’re in each other all along. – Rumi
ARTWORK Alex Grey – Love is a Cosmic Force