HONOR YOUR PERIODS | ASTROLOGY OF MENSTRUATION | SACRED SEXUALITY DIVINE FEMININE | TINAHEALS | HD

The point in making this video is to help my clients and other women connect to their menstrual cycle to find healing. Believe me, period pains, infertility and miscarriages are more common than you think and it is time to reclaim the sacred process of MENSTRUATION which maybe a biological process, but has been spiritual overtures and is symbolic of the MOON’S MOVEMENT through the skies. The feminine body mimics this movement of Luna by holy menstruation…why make us ashamed because of the holy blood? Why think of us as unclean when we bleed because without us bleeding, there would be no future children. The process of biological reproduction is so so dependent on the holy menstrual cycle, yet we vilify it. I mean, is that what patriarchy intended/ To vilify the holy blood of the womb. Scientists are not WAKING UP TO THE HEALING STEM CELLS PRESENT in menstrual blood and are finding multiple uses for it. There are 2 main types of menstrual cycles- THE RED MOON CYCLE and the WHITE MOON CYCLE. I go pretty in depth in my discussion, so DO NOT MISS THIS… MOON and MARS are the main significators for menstruation in women, but SATURN is also involved with the pain.

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TINAHEALS ON CKIARA NATION | SEX WORK ACTIVISM | SACRED SEXUALITY

MUST WATCH!! Ckiara Nation, Tina Dispels myth of Lilith, Hidden Female History, Sacred Sexuality… Welcome back to Ckiara Nation We continue with our very special guest Tina Heals from Tinaheals.com, who is an Astrologist, Women’s History researcher, Bollywood writer, tarot card reader, and activist. In parts 1 and 2 she gave us a small bio and initiated us into the secrets of the Universe, planets, sacred sexuality, cancer sign, revered ancestral temple Priestess aka Sex workers path from incarnation. Today she continues with: *More in-depth Dark Moon Lilith understanding (you can go to her channel for the rest 12 signs in black moon Lilith) *BDSM can heal men *The path to Sacred sexuality in modern times, *A little on our female hidden histories (female warriors), *Females writers writing as men, the second sex *Sex as a tool for healing and much more! http://www.Ckiaranation.com CKIARA ROSE

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Welcome back to Ckiara Nation We are at the conclusion of Tina Heals, Sacred Sexuality the reincarnation of priest/esses, in our modern world. Striving plans to reinitiate the human race in the respect and alchemy of sacred sexuality, Sacred “Hors” (original name from BC to the time of Romans when they coined prostitutes and it was changed to whores in other Abrahamic and Islamic influenced developed nations AD. We’ve covered: Tina Heals from Tinaheals.com, who is an Astrologist, Women’s History researcher, Bollywood writer, tarot card reader, and activist. In parts 1 and 2 she gave us a small bio and initiated us into the secrets of the Universe, planets, sacred sexuality, cancer sign, revered ancestral temple Priestess aka Sex workers path from incarnation. *BDSM can heal men*The path to Sacred sexuality in modern times, *A little on our female hidden histories (female warriors), *Females writers writing as men, the second sex *Sex as a tool for healing and much more! Note: Dear followers, likers and subscribers, We at Ckiara Nation Family, have had a family issue and terrible scare and because one person does 70% schedule has been off. We are working to fix that. The honest truth is that my mother, had a possible leukemia diagnosis and then my sister is moving with her husband back to Tampa and taking her with her. In an attempt to keep her here, moving her stuff and Storing it with our dear friend Dennis Jacobs, while also bending to her refusal to go get the necessary tests, she was plagued with headaches and dizzy spells and finally, she was seen and went for emergency surgery, but it was postponed as the tumor is to small and the surgeon decided its better to run more test then cut her head open and put her on testosterone. I am deeply overwhelmed with taking on all her duties to her foundation, shooting a movie, taking clients and odd jobs, and doing this show. so bare with me/us, here at Ckiaranation. I’d like to extend a very huge hug and love to all those who have and continue to help me regardless of my strong character! Life is so short and we need to love one and other for its the best feeling in the world. We can’t love when we are dead so love those you love and tell them you love them every day and show them you love them even if they hate you give love, it’s the only way to change ourselves and our world for future generations to come Thank you guys for tunning in. Here we give you the conclusion of Tina from Tina heals

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SPIRITWORK DONE BY TINAHEALS | HEALING SERVICES IN DETAIL🌝 🌕 🌚 🌙 🌔 🌖 🌝

BELOW IS A LIST OF ALL THE SERVICES I PROVIDE…AT LEAST MOST OF THE WORK I DO

ASTROLOGY- NATAL, TROPICAL AND SIDEREAL BOTH

https://tinaheals.wordpress.com/2020/06/13/detailed-astrological-chart-reading-report-by-tinaheals/

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TAROT – ALL KINDS OF SPREADS AND MULTIFACETED INTERPRETATIONS

SACRED SEXUAL MEDITATIONS, TOUCH THERAPY

TANTRIC HEALING/ SACRAL CHAKRA HEALING

TEACHING OF SEXUAL CONTINENCE

SEXUAL MENTOR- FOSTERING SEX POSITIVISM

ENERGETIC READING BASED ON SEXUALITY tarot and astro, UNDERSTAND YOUR SEXUAL JOURNEY…the stars know it all. RELEASE YOUR SEXUAL FORCE…IT IS YOUR MOST CREATIVE FORCE

GET YOUR EX BACK SPELL

PREVENT DIVORCE SPELL

STOP YOUR MAN FROM SLEEPING WITH OTHER WOMEN

WIN COURT CASE AND LEGAL PROBLEMS SPELL

REIKI- MULTIPLE UNIQUE TYPES (MY SPECIALTY IS PLANETARY BALANCE REIKI, done after a natal chart reading)

PLANETARY MAGICK- VEDIC AND MEDIEVAL TECHNIQUES

SPELL CASTING- LOVE/FINANCE/SEXUAL ATTRACTION/BEAUTY AND MUCH MORE WITH HOMEMADE EXCLUSIVE CANDLE CEREMONY

ORACLE CARDS

ANGEL HEALING- SHIELDS, PROTECTION, INVOCATION…again I like to connect you to the angels by studying your natal chart.

GUIDED MEDITATION AND HYPNOSIS

MANTRA WORKSHOPS IN DETAIL

MANTRA CHANTING FOR CLIENT

GODDESS WORKSHOPS- connect to ISHTAR/HECATE/KALI OR AVAN YAZDA

WATER MAGICK AND MANIFESTATION

DASAMAHAVIDYA INITIATION- DIKSHA

KALI PUJA – MULTIPLE REASONS

KALI/TARA DIKSHA AND SHAKTIPAATH

SHIV PUJA FOR CLIENT OR FAMILY

NAVAGRAHA PUJA- HOMAM AND PUJA- APPEASE THE PLANETS

BAGALAMUKHI/DASAMAHAVIDYA HOMUM- DIKSHA OF BAGALAMUKHI

CLEARENCE OF CURSES

CLERANCE OF DARK ENTITIES

SPIRIT POSSESSION

SPIRITUAL SURGERY TO REMOVE CONNECTIONS THAT ARE TOXIC

SPIRITUAL SURGERY FOR PARASITIC ENERGY REMOVAL

CONNECTING TO SPIRIT WORLD FOR DEAD LOVED ONES

DEATH CHARTS TO DETERMINE CAUSE OF DEATH WITH TAROT READING

ANCESTRAL HEALING

ENERGETIC CLEANSING OF HOME SPACE OR ANY OTHER SPACE

ANCESTRAL PUJA FOR SOULS

HEALING FOR ANIMALS

CHAKRA CLEANSING

ENERGETIC FIELD HEALING AND REIKI

PROTECTION OF KALI/TARA/ANGELS AGAINST BLACKMAGICK

TALISMANS, KAVACH, AMULETS FOR PARTICULAR AFFLICTIONS

GEMSTONE HEALING

REMOVAL OF GENERATIONAL CURSES

SPIRITUAL PROTECTION FOR SELF AND FAMILY

ATTRACTION SPELL

BLACK MAGICK REMOVAL

EVIL EYE REMOVAL

PROTECTION FROM ISLAMIC DJINN MAGICK

PSYCHIC VAMPIRIC ENTITY REMOVAL

GROUNDING, HEALING AND PROTECTION SPELL AND REIKI PACKAGE AFTER TRAUMA

DEALING WITH SEXUAL TRAUMA

DEALING WITH “COMING OUT” AND REVEALING SEXUAL IDENTITY

HOMOSEXUAL/LESBIAN SUPPORT THROUGH SPIRITUAL WAYS

BREAKING LOVE SPELL OR MISFORTUNE SPELL

CENTERING AND HEALING SESSIONS

TANTRIC MASSAGE AND REIKI ON ALL CHAKRAS

VIOLET FLAME USE/ SHIELD

GUIDED MEDITATION WITH ASMR

HEALING PSYCHIC ATTACKS FROM GHOULS AND UNKNOWN ENTITIES

REMOVAL OF HEXES

COMBINATION OF MANY TECHNIQUES ENERGETIC CLEARENCE

WORKING WITH CRYSTALS

WORKING WITH LUNAR CYCLES

WORKING WITH WATER

WORKING WITH ENERGY CIRCLES

HEALING THROUGH NUMBERS

MAKING PAPER ENERGY CIRCLES AND ASTROLOGICAL PAPER TALISMANS TO BE OFFERED TO THE ELEMENTS

CLEANSING HOME

CLEANSING ANY SPACE IN PERSON AND DISTANTLY

DEATH BED REIKI

EXTREME SUFFERING HEALING IN CASE OF PATIENTS WITH CANCER, AIDS, COVID

WORKING WITH ESSENTIAL OILS

YOGA BASED ON YOUR NATAL CHART

HOLDING SACRED SPACE

WOMB HEALING

VAGINA HEALING- POST SEXUAL ABUSE

HEALING PTSD WITH SPELL WORK AND REIKI

SESSIONS TO TRIGGER YOUR HEALING

BONDAGE AND SHIBARI FOR HEALING AND ANXIETY

TANTRIC SESSIONS FOR COUPLES

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Bagalamukhi, 8th Form of the Goddess~

OM HLING BAGLAMUKHI DEVYAYAE NAMAH”.
OM HLING BAGALAMUKHING SARVVADUSHTANAM VVACHAN  MUKHANG PADANG
STAMBHAYA JIHVANG KILAYA KILAYA BUDDHING NAASHAYA HLING OM SWAHA

English translation- Om Ling Bagalamukhing, paralyze the speech, mouth, feet of all enemies. Nail down. Nail down the tongue. Destroy the evil mind. Ling om swaha

Recite this mantra and offer her an oleander with your left hand.

When sound becomes light, Tara becomes Bgalamukhi…

Bagala will make you hypnotic, so studying hypnosis while working with her gives awesome results. She makes you mythic in popularity which is why Public Speakers, motivational Coaches and writers should work with her for success. I make her talismans and activate her yantras for my clients when they book a Bagala initiation with me. The yantra carries her energy in a geometric form and helps people who are going through divorces, court cases, black magic, curses, entity disturbances and brings manifestation, success and luxuries. ABUNDANCE!

But she is also the power that breaks your 3D mesmeric hypnosis! She hypnotizes you with cosmic truths!

One of the most significant lunar goddesses, Bagalamukhi is the 8th mahavidya with a yellow lunar crescent on her forehead and if pleased, she gives super powers. Yellow is her color and it is the color of the Sun. Yellow is a dash of sunshine. Her arms are the color of gold and she inspires hope, happiness and abundance. Yellow is also the color of grain which sustains us.

Bagalamukhi is a wrathful emanation of the Mother Principle and the Mother Matrix not only has the ability to create, but she also has the ability to stop manifestation at all levels- gross, subtle and causal. Her mantra siddhi occurs after 1,25,000 recitations, but they need to be more than mechanical to get her attention. She rules poisons and many use her for dark purposes.

According to the Todala Tantra, Maharudra is her consort.

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She is electricity. Think of her vajra with which she stuns the opponent. She is the consort of Mars, so her energy cuts and burns. But cutting and burning can be a necessity. What does not serve you, needs to be cut away. The shackles that hold you as a prisoner need to be burned away. For then only will you receive clarity and ultimately moksha.

Bagala is connected with the intellect, like the planet Mercury and they both vibrate with the frequency of yellow. Yellow is created by adding red and green in equal parts and it is a secondary color, but do not underestimate the power of yellow.

It can be as malefic as well as benefic. Energy is always dualistic, that is why black magick and white magick exist. You can use this feminine energy as per your will, but remember this feminine principle is alive and conscious. So if you’ve just read that this devi incapacitates your enemies and you try to invoke her to harm innocent people, then all your evil intent will bounce back at you with a million times intensity.

She is the principle that incapacitates not only spoken word, but also evil intentions and thoughts. She is a champion of justice, so be very careful if you’re using her siddhis for baneful magick. For in the end you will get hurt.

Yellow has a protective side to it. Do you know that yellow in nature absorbs light and protects plants from photodamage. Yellow is the color of the Sun, but it saves plants from being burnt by the Sun. Again the power of reversals in display…more on that later…

Light or electrical energy is her super power. Bagala sadhana literally captures light in your physical, mental and causal bodies. But yellow can be dangerous. Think of yellow fever or even feces.

Enough talk about excrement, vital as they are…Think of Van Gogh’s painting, SUNFLOWERS. Bright, yellow and inspiring. Bagalamukhi is also called Pitambari, she who is adorned with yellow garments. Her other aliases are Kalyani, Baruni among others.

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Bagalamukhi is the Primordial feminine force and you can appeal to her in her two forms. One with two arms called Dwi Bhuja and the other with four arms or Chaturbhuja. Usually tantrics worship her wrathful four armed version, whereas normal people prefer her more pleasant or soumya avatar.

She hold a club in her right hand and is pulling out the tongue of a demon with her left. The demon or the lower self is stupefied. It’s energy is stunned or hypnotized. This power of Bagala is the power of stambhana, the ability to stun an enemy. Her action of holding the demon’s tongue is symbolic of her power to decapitate evil thoughts of not just others. She destroys the evil within primarily and it is then that you realize that you were your own worst enemy all this while.

Stambhana is actually a very high level yoga and sometimes the ego needs to be silenced and stunned into obeying the Higher Principles of life and the feminine has the power to accomplish this. That club is symbolic of how she purifies our mind. When we speak harshly, it is spoken work or Vak. You understand that she can stop bad words. But before words are spoken, they are thought of. She stuns those evil thoughts even before they can be formed in your head or your enemy’s head.

Because of her power that incapacitates, she is also known as Bramhasashtra Rupini. Bramhasashtra is the most powerful weapon with a central beam that can destroy the universe. Like the Death Ray. The Universe is consciousness exploring itself in infinite forms, so when things get cloudy, it is always vital to touch base with this stambhana power of Bagala.

Nothing brings more clarity than her sadhana. Once you’ve prepared your body with her beej, just pour out your heart to her. You can do puja or even visualization techniques are very effective.

Bagalamukhi is the vidya  or the knowledge of reversals and this to me is the most poignantly beautiful part of Bagala’s energy. Once invoked, she is known to turn things to their opposites. What do I mean by that?

She makes foes into friends. She converts loss into gains, despair into hope, hate into love and infertility into fertility. She is one of the best energies to work with during IVF and such treatments.

Bagalamukhi is golden yellow and she is also dressed in yellow garments and you must also be in yellow during ritual. Offering are also yellow, sweets and laddus.

Her connection to Mercury is evident. Mercury is communication and Bagala stuns communication. What is this? A play of the opposites? Bagala sadhana brings increased mental activity and Mercury is all about mental activity. In my experience, I have found people of Gemini/Virgo ruled by Mercury can benefit greatly by Bagala worship.

Bagalamukhi activates your cogitation and gives you a better memory. In fact you can retain tons of information if you work with her and you will also be able to orate it to any audience. She helps you ace communication, which is why her worship can be so beneficial for Public Speakers, Motivational Coaches, writers and the like who do Mercurial activities.

Her relation to speech works on all levels of vaikhari or physical, madhyama or astral and pasyanti or highest dimensional realms. In vaikari, she stuns the spoken word. In madhya,ma, she stuns the evil words of our hearts, in pasyanti, she stuns the vibrations itself before it can even appear as thought. This is how she purifies our mind. What we think, what we speak. Thoughts originate from the Universal mind, all thoughts. She stops the origination of negative ideas and intentions. Mercury rules the nervous system and her mantra and worship stimulates the nervous system. Anxious people can benefit a lot from her mantra. Just by establishing her beej in their being. Just chant HLING and see how you feel. Close your eyes and feel the sound. Feel it reverberate within.

Working with Bagala gave me the tremendous focus and concentration I need to writ my blog and make my videos. I can vouch for it personally.

Now think of the color yellow. In India we have black and yellow cabs, even school buses are painted that. Why? Because yellow gets attention and once you’ve integrated her yellowness, you will get attention. At work. In relationships and with room full of people.

If you are blessed by the Goddess, you will appear charismatic, fascinating, almost to mythic proportions. You will be a magnet and honestly, influencers of all types should learn to work with this emanation if they desire fame and success.

Start by wearing yellow, and bringing yellow things to your home. But don’t overdo it. Babies tend to cry more when placed in a yellow room. Guess why? Because the yellow color mentally stimulates them. It stimulates us all, irrespective of age. Too much yellow can also give you a lack of focus, again I think this is because of mental over stimulation. It can also lead to the inability to complete tasks. Hyper stimulation of yellow is a thing.

What does lack of yellow bring? Rigidity, cunningness, possessiveness and defensiveness. These things occur because the mind is not stimulated enough. If this is the case, drink turmeric tea with coconut oil and cayenne pepper or bathe in my special handmade turmeric soap.

Now for w quick visualization exercise I do with my students and this is how I prepared myself of course for the last 15 years of doing Bagala sadhana.

Visualize a golden throne. A beautiful, glorious, glamorous devi is sitting on it. Her youth and beauty are awe-inspiring. She has three eyes. She wears a yellow/golden saree. She is smiling at you in bliss and peace. Her limbs are golden, like molten sunrays. She wears a garland of champak flowers.

Now to return to her power of reversals…think of two polarities. Life and death? Failure and success? Bagala reverses the polarities and shows us how with cycles of time, a thing must become its opposite. If you looks deeply, she is teaching us transcendence. She symbolizes the dissolving of opposites.

Who can work with Bagalamukhi?

Bad/difficult Mars

Ill effects of Ketu and Rahu, the nodes of the Moon

Afflicted by black magic

Curses, personal and generational

Court cases

Time of war

Time of disease

Famine

Adverse incidents

Unnatural events

Enemies, visible and invisible

Poverty

Failures

Divorces

Infertility

Before I leave you to ponder and meditate, when things get too confusing, remember that the Dasamahavidyas represent phases of the Moon, menstrual and feminine stages, stages of awareness/consciousness.

Each of these vidyas or energies guide us humans to moksha because the human consciousness speak the language of archetypes.

These ten vidyas are ten feminine archetypes that need to be explored and integrated for the soul’s evolution to greater truths and wisdom.

Blessed be ❤

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The Magnetic Pull of Your Twinflame~ A case study~ PART 2

e0b609e2a42ead46e4835a0a4ff749b3“You can only meet someone as deeply as you have met yourself”

This is the very truth. No matter how much you crave your twinflame/soulmate you will meet them(if you do in 3d) with the same depth that you have met your very own soul. The twinflame journey starts with touching base with your soul.

https://mywritestuffblog.wordpress.com/2018/05/13/the-magnetic-pull-of-your-twinflame-a-case-study/

I told you a strange story of a twinflame experience in my viral article(click link above) and now I want to give you an update…below you can read parts of the letter the woman experiencing this twinflame connection writes…

Dear Tina,

It has been almost a year since I deleted and blocked him on social media. And till date, not a word from him…I had decided that he is a coward and will never speak up, so I did my best to immerse myself in life and continue to exist without thinking of him. Which was inevitably impossible. His face and name kept swimming up in my consciousness. Why? Why the fuck am I so into this one person? Someone I have never met? Someone’s voice I have not heard? And I mean, he is not like some Adonis. But then why? Why him? Why can I not forget his existence? It irked me endlessly, until I had the PLR and hypnosis session with you.

That session took me back to timelines…places and situations I cannot even imagine. Through the great wars of antiquity, through the fertile plains of Sumeria/Mesopotamia and Egypt. I saw us together through numerous timelines. It was not easy to express. You know exactly how long I wept after I came back…

But then lucid dreams started to come rapidly. They arrived randomly and I woke up with him in bed. Our children were playing outside. I even know their names. I spend time with him in our home and all we did was make love and I heard him tell me that I was everything for him. He said he missed me, tremendously when I was out, travelling for work.

I couldn’t stop wondering if I had arrived here, then who was at home with my husband and child? What happened to my body staring at the computer, in lucid dreams?

I dared not reveal anything to spoil that day and what can I say, he took me all over his city and we had the best day ever. I went to sleep with him and I was worried that I might never see him again. But I did not wake up back in my reality, I still remained in his world. In some alternate universe.

There he was making breakfast and my kids walked in. I cannot forget their faces. They looked so familiar. But I knew I had never seen them before. Then as left to take them to playschool, I passed out watching a program on TV in his language. And strangely, I knew the language. Then I blacked out and I found myself in front of my computer. My body soaked in sweat, my computer had crashed. Someone was ringing my doorbell frantically. I ran to open the door, my legs could barely carry me and saw my husband had come home. He just returned from tennis practice with my baby. I was so shocked and it probably showed on my face. My husband stared at me, long and hard, while I could not find a single word to say. It’s like I had forgotten English. His language and his voice kept intruding my thoughts and I was sure as hell that I was going crazy. He came towards me and checked my temperature which was soaring. He took me straight to bed and forbade any movement while he called the doctor.

The next seven days were a haze. I know I had high temperature and my body was not keeping food down. I was sick, I felt sick. Like I was dying. But then suddenly, I woke up in the alternate Universe. And this time, I was in front of him and he was sick. I sat by his bedside, weeping gently. That night I met his mother. His father was dead. I knew all this information about him and I did not know why and how. His mother was such a wonderful woman and we really bonded. Surprisingly, she noticed a difference and she told me that her son was really lucky to have me. Because no one can love him like me. I think I started howling. We spend sometime cradled in each other’s arms.

He was ill, high temperature and the doctors thought it was some kind of infection. But they did not know for sure. He lay in bed, in front of me. Murmuring in his sleep and I remembered my own sick body back home, in my own universe. Suddenly he opens his eyes and looks at me and tells me that no matter what, I must find him. I was shocked, he’d say that. I asked him what he meant and he said that if he dies, I have to find him. He did not mention other timelines or alternate universes.

It was time to tell him…Listen _, I am not from your Universe. I have no clue how I turned up here. He didn’t look as surprised as I thought he would. He coughed and motioned for me to continue. I told him that in my universe, we have never met. I mean we did, only once or twice. Very briefly and we never spoke. But I could not forget his energy. His soul energy, all these years. I told him how I found him on socialmedia and how I added him and then deleted him. I told him that I’m not even sure, he knows me in this reality. But then maybe he was not sensitive.

But this man in front of me, he was so very sensitive. He was exactly the man I thought he would be. He looked disturbed at the idea of us never knowing each other in my universe and he said he must have been a real idiot to let me go. In my reality that is. In his reality, he met me in the exact same place. The situation was pretty much identical. Except one detail. We had bumped into each other at the bar and in his reality, he started a conversation with me and within the next six months we were together. In his country. And then we were married soon after. In fact, in his world, it had been over twenty years we were together.

Listening to him talk, it was clear why I could not forget his face. Why I kept remembering him in my reality, although I did not know him. But obviously, this him, in his reality is indeed my soulmate or maybe my twinflame. And we have made a life together. But he did say, that from a few years, he was having marital problems with his version of me. It looks like they are drifting apart. This surprised me as that is exactly when I had found him on social media in my universe.

Spending time with him that night, watching him sick and feeling his sickness, like an empath, I shifted between hope and despair. This emotional chaos is raising only more questions and there are never any answers…I am glad I told him about my confusion, about how I coped all those years without him and how I felt lost and helpless every time I saw him on social media. There is so much to tell him, but no words…

When I held him and kissed him, I understood what you told me. That the twinflame experience is not always about being together and creating a life. It is about so much more. It is a subtle connection, like quantum entanglement that cannot be explained by punitive human language. This is true psychic connection and it saddens me that only I feel it. Not him.

Watching us both together, as the observer this time, I felt the most indescribable and amazing feeling. A feeling of unconditional love and deep fulfillment. And we did not even have any sexual experience. We just slept together, in each other’s arms. He knew it could be the last night we have together and it was painfully making itself aware in my psyche. This is it, this is why I crave to be with him in my reality, without even knowing him. It is because of this life we have and have had through time. But, but….that life is falling apart in his universe and in mine, we have never met. I spend time going through the pictures of our life together and they remain embedded in my mind forever.

Returning back to my universe was ugly. My body felt like I was about to die. I could not take the fever burning my soul…and there was emptiness and pain, physical, mental and spiritual. It felt like my heart has been ripped off. Death is better than this pain. I felt so ashamed at the love my husband had for me. I was his great love story and here I am, chasing after a ghost. Guilt, shame and hopelessness were my companions till I gradually got my health back. And my sanity or so I think.

I made a conscious effort to erase him from my soul. It was difficult, but not really because I never had any connection with him. In 3d. We never touched or kissed or anything. Forget about his universe. I still remember the names of our children and hope that he made peace with his wife. Me, in his reality. But sometimes, his words ring out…So what if I have forgotten…you find me…drop me a message.

I scoffed at him then…like are you serious? You are fucking married and you don’t even know me. He scoffed back and told me that its not possible, he does not know me. After I added him and then deleted him. He said that he knew himself and he surely would be excited to see my posts. I told him that I knew nothing about anything about him and he held my hand, touched it to his heart and told me…everything is here, all my love for you…right here. This heart beats for you…

I remember laughing at him. But I made it clear that I am not ever getting in touch. Like never. But my friend, the one who was there with me when I met him in Goa, suddenly added him. Yes she knows about these PLR sessions and she is convinced that he was interested in me back then. In that bar and in the party afterwards, he was looking at me. I was initially mad at her for adding him. Like wtf. Why? But she wouldn’t listen. And she says she will talk to him one day about me. I told her if that happens, I am blocking her. But her wicked smile tells me she might tell him. She also says that from the time I deleted him, he’s hardly posted. Like nothing about anything. Like he has gone silent. I told her to stay away from his profile. And she told, try to stop me bitch…

I have no intention of telling him…I know this can only be felt and if he felt anything, he would get in touch. The other day, randomly, a facebook friend of mine tells me that she saw me marrying a white guy. And she has no idea about this man or anything. So that shocks me. These twinflame energies are being picked up by so many close to me.

Well, in his universe, he is definitely not a coward, so his silence in this one can only mean one thing…he is not sensitive to the energy flow. I do hope to share this post Tina after you publish it, maybe he is secretly following me through a different account. Maybe reading this will jog his memory. That is all I can expect.

That is all Tina…thank you studying my case…

 

Dear     ,

Your story excites me like none other, because here we have a story of twinflames who have never met. One looks to be awakened and the other asleep. Or maybe not. During my meditations, I have felt that man’s feelings for you and even the tarot told you what you needed to know. This is a connection of numerous past lives. One you cannot ignore.

My work with twinflames is so important…why?

It’s because the earth needs these powerful bursts of twinflame love at this time. As more twinflames awaken and recognize their work in 3d, the better they will be able to contribute to the coming of the next race. Race is not about color or anything. This is the next level of humanity. Humanity 6.0. Yes you heard that right.

_ I believe every single word you say, you know why? Because twinflame energies are not to be understood logically. You cannot look at it with the analytical thought processes. It goes beyond…one needs to experience this kind of pull. This magnetic pull towards one person that defies logic and practical wisdom. This energy is tthat of Shiva/Shakti, it is of Padma Sambhava and Yeshe Tsogyal, it is of Yesua and Mary Magdalene. It is eternal. It is the interplay between the divine feminine and masculine polarities. It is all a play. It is all a simulation. And not…it is nothing and everything.

We need to accept this fact that the mind level cannot grasp this soul connection. Basically this experience is like nothing you have ever felt before or will again. If you do feel this again, then you have to reevaluate what you felt the first time. If it keeps happening to someone, then they have surely not met their twinflame.

Your story is believable, because after all these years you have felt this for a man you have never met. This case is rather exceptional in my opinion and you have managed to collapse timelines and you have made contact with your twin. And hope you do so again.

So what do you think? Is this possible? Were her visits just hallucinations? Or some coping mechanism? Do you have such a story…tell me…

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The Cosmic Gypsy~

What the soul has been seeking for eternity,

I think I finally found that,

In your eyes and in your heartbeats,

Finally the soul is at rest,

Emotions and feelings for a new love

Awakens in the depth of my being,

I live again..

A new me,

A new life…

I now know what has caused the flitting of my heart,

Drowning in the ocean of my tears,

I finally found home when you lifted me up,

In your arms and we looked towards a new life.

Who are you?

Are you the rhymes of a poet?

Are you the song of a songstress?

Are you the early morning dew?

An essence that pleasures the soul,

Finally I stood eye to eye,

And it felt like the cosmic gypsy had found her home…

For she never belonged anywhere else,

But with you in your arms.

After all these years the spring of my existence

Has blossomed again,

I feel like a teenager, full of laughs and giggles..

When you play with my hair,

Finally the wayward half-sunken ship of my life

Has found an anchor.

An anchor that stops me from being swayed away

By currents of despair and agony,

He came as the Sun of my solar system

The numbness melted away

His warmth radiated in my soul

His voice a balm to my aching heart

Finally the cosmic gypsy found her home…

Her elusive home…

With you.

In the Universe of our creation.

Why does it pain me when you get hurt?

Why do my eyes water when you feel sad?

Why do I need to stare into your eyes always..

What will happen to me when the dream ends

And I wake up?

Will you still be here.

Like right now.

In my arms…

Will you be home when I return?

The heart can hope.

The mind doubts it.

But you tell me that you are my home…

You tell me the cosmic gypsy has found her home…

In you…

 

Who is Kali?

Maybe you have wondered who or what is Kali? Black as coal and stark naked, her red tongue lolling out, a sting of hands on her waist, a wild head of hair reaching to her hips…what is this image?

Is it a demoness? Is it evil?

No it is a symbol born from the minds of the great tantrics, who for the very first time, reevaluated the role and status of women in society!

Now is the time, to honor the Goddess, in women, children and men and in all of creation! For everything breathes! Everything is alive, in some level of consciousness!

On the topic of this seemingly bizarre and scary AF imagery, like seriously! What were they thinking? But once you go beyond the BS and start looking at what each symbol means, it all seems to fit together. It all makes sense.

Kali is the one who breathes and births, nourishes and sustains, then erases and destroys all of creation! All of infinite space! All the possible clusters of multiverses!

The image of Kali is an attempt to decipher and describe some attributes of this divine feminine power which is abstract and can never be known in all her glory!

The Ancients tantrics of Bengal, Nepal and Tibet knew of this Kali; the mother matrix in all her forms is Purna Sakar or the Personified Absoluteness. In all the Universes and multiverses, the power that manifests all forms that are visible is known as Kali in Tantra.

Tantrics view everything as an organic whole!

They knew this feminine power is best worshiped as mother. Yes Kali can be invoked as lover or even as daughter, but they decided to call her maa. A mother forgives, a mother accepts and a mother protects.

Ramakrishna, the Mahayogi from Bengal, realized this feminine energy both as mother, daughter and lover. There is a story of how he worshiped his consort Sarada maa as the Goddess and experienced parashakti as his lover! There was nothing rational about the way Ramakrishna meditated or prayed. His utterances were ecstatic and he followed whatever his heart told him to do. He even tasted the fruits he offered the goddess and this was unthinkable to the brahmins of that day who were hardcore traditionalists. They derided him, insulted him, an even tried to do away with him. But nothing took him away from his maa. Nothing! And he was later accepted as an avatar by these very brahmins and scholars.

Kali came to play with the eminent devotional poet Pannalal Bhattacharya, who penned some of the most poignant renditions of the genre that came to be called Shyamasangeet which has since then, inspired millions to grasp this abstract principle in some sort of tangible way.

This is why the tantrics accept every woman as a symbol of this Kali and pay reverence to her energy, beauty and glory. Every woman is sacred for she is the living, breathing Goddess. She is to be loved and revered.

The tantrics knew that everything emanates from this power and the feminine is the closest representation to this power in the 3d world. Kumari Puja is where a little girl is worshiped as the Goddess and many other such rituals worshiping every facet of the feminine became central to tantra. From child to mother to crone. From menstruation to widowhood.

To the tantric, Kali is the answer to all suffering; the divine goddess from whom all emanates, who is one without a second; she is the Parshakti.

Until Guru, Atman and Ishta are not experienced within, this long arduous journey of pain and suffering will never end.

What do I mean by that?

They are not so much external elements as they are archetypes within. The Guru archetype awakens within when you are ready to explore the intricate spiritual Universe and the Guru leads you Atman. Atman is the Higher self and finally Ishta is Kali herself who awakens within us the greatest of spiritual experiences. Now we’re Woke AF!

They are one and the same- Guru, Ishta and Atman and they are all Kali. Nothing is separate from another. The Universe and all multiverses are made of the same essence.

A tantric applies bhasma to her forehead. Bhasma is the ashes of the physical body. This reminds her of the temporal nature of reality and the bhasma is a symbol of the Atman,which is indestructible. This bhasma is our internal essence, it holds our vibration.

To find Kali’s lotus feet, one must look beyond the illusions of the matrix, although Kali herself is the matrix. She is Maya, also known as Mahamaya, or the great illusion. But she is the only one who can break this illusion!

Is that a paradox or what! Now do you see how important it is to understand the feminine power behind all of creation?

I mean, you can choose to call her Kali, Diana, Isis, Demeter, Morrigan…it is the same…this abstract feminine principle that creates the male energy as a stage to manifest multiverses is what we need to study, understand and love.

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The Vibe now: On Misogyny, Name-calling and my Future Quest across seven seas~~

“From the idea that the self is not given to us, I think there is only one practical consequence: we have to create ourselves as a work of art.” ~~MICHEL FOUCAULT

Mercury conjunct Jupiter, in Scorpio- look what it has made us do? Share pain and grief collectively. PURGE!!! Look at the death and rape culture around you. It is a cult of war and violence, a civilisation brought up on deception, dishonesty, violence, misogyny and apathy. Look at the almost Pavlovian mind control the ruling elites have rooted in our society. Look how conditioned we have become. So desensitised. Our behaviours so self-destructive. Where is all this leading?

The NM in Libra was…mmm…well, not like your conventional Libra energy. It felt dark, deep and a lingering anxiety remains. After the Mercury conjunct the Moon in Scorpio, the next day, I began to finally get a grip over the energy.

The #metoo campaign with its sordid narratives rocked my world. Scenes and shots came back from my past. Fragmented, disjointed memories of pain, hurt and suffocation.

Those hands on me, those disgusting crawling hands all over my body…the memories drove me nuts. Sounds and smells came rushing in while I read stories of rape and abuse from women all over the world. It reminded me of all the times that men have violated my boundaries and it is a large number. Be it in asking me to smile or calling me bossy or calling me a slut because I will not sleep with them, men have used and abused their positions numerous times. But we women are always expected to take everything with a pinch of salt.

I come from a country where there is a particular brand of cinema called Bollywood that has a specialised synchronised dance track which is called ITEM NUMBER, as a beautiful woman in scanty clothes, her dance troop of a bevy of girls(half naked too) behind her perform a sensual dance moving seductively to a male audience that is hooting and cat calling. She is the item. So we sorta know how to take misogyny to levels most people cannot even envisage.

 

You know, I have been called so many  names including Manhater, Feminazi, Female Supremacist, witch, bitch, whore, slut…blah, blah…but nothing matters. I work from my heart and I do not hate. Yes I speak up against injustice, yes, I seek a revolution or an evolution…but not with hatred. Men I do not hate you. Men…I love you!

But maybe it is time to DECONSTRUCT YOUR METACOGNITION/COGNITION and POST COGNITIVE PROCESSES. Maybe it is time to think about how you think. This might actually make you a more effective thinker. But at the same time, it is also time to FEEL. Think about how you feel and why you feel so. Do you even allow yourself the luxury of feeling? Because I know how society ridicules you every-time you show emotions. Be a man and what not. But feeling my love are not a luxury, let me tell you, they are a necessity for healthy functionality in life.

I know some of you hate me. Think long and hard. Why do you hate me? Why? Because I speak the truth? Because I can see the toxic patterns of patriarchy? Because I think and feel and actually speak up, unlike so many of my sisters? It hurts the most when women misunderstand. Because it is high time we women stop enabling patriarchy.

And men…what when tomorrow you have a girl? What then? Sleep peacefully, you have WILD CRUSADERS out there and the tide will turn. Let us be that change.

You cannot label me. Every single time you start to think that you have me all figured out, I promise to surprise you. You know why you cannot label me? Because humans cannot be labelled. No matter how appropriate the label might be, the labelling by itself is redundant. I will dress the way I want to, because I do not dress for your gaze. Yes, I want you to look at me and appreciate me, but my reality does not revolve around how much you fancy me. I want you to want me, but with respect and dignity. I want you to see me for what I am…a multidimensional being of light who is having a human experience. She is a woman who is free, wild and adventurous and I like looking at life through her lens.

But I am not her…this is not some WOKE BS. This is in fact the very truth of the fabric of this reality. I am not ME, not this body, not this pussy and not this orgasm. Hahahaha! I am in constant flux, forever shifting and I already exist in the many versions in the many multiverses. But I am also here, typing this so you can read.

Absolutely overwhelming? Do not let fear engulf you. You are an astronaut of the mind, aren’t you? Or else why are you reading this?

Just because a woman wears make up and skimpy clothes does not make her a slut. Her mini skirt is not an invite for your lust. My red lipstick does not mean I am saying yes to you. Understand that. And that is what I am here to show you. Women cannot be put away in tiny little labels. So stop calling me a whore, slut, manhater or whatever the fuck your toxic mind can think of. Jupiter has deployed his archetypal lens and activated my third house of communication which happens to be Scorpio. So the intensity and the truths will come out. Look how the brave women are speaking up and toppling the status quo.

Today, the Scorpionic Moon trines Neptune and the dreamscape opens up for me and oh, I am bleeding since the NM in Libra. You know how my psychic energy swells every time I menstruate and it is usually during this time I have my most profound visions and epiphanies or aha moments. Menstrual blood is very potent for magick and can be used in multiple ways. In fact sex during this time can most certainly be magickal, for both involved. It takes on a primal oeuvre.

Back to the splintered visions. There are fragmented, chaotic dreams…dreams of the snowy Himalayas, dreams of cymbals clashing, dreams of the pale red dot of a Sun…I can smell the incense, I can hear the chanting, I can feel the vibe, it is electric with spiritual energy.

Scorpio season is all about digging up the metaphorical/metaphysical dirt and really getting down and dirty to investigate, so I will share with you an experience I had a few months ago. Let me know what you think of them.

So this monk from Tibet, Lhasa writes to me. He tells me that he has known me for many lives and in the last incarnation we worked and studies together in Tibet, in Gyanganj.

In fact, I had told him in that reality to come and find me in the 3D world through some Youtube videos I have made in 2011 or so. He told me that I have asked him to remind me of the mark in my chest. Look I have no mark on my chest, but I wanted to get a wolf tattoo done there. But for now, there is nothing.

He told me to meditate on this and get back to him. I regret not taking this whole thing seriously and in fact I did try to sit in meditation, but my baby was all over me and the cats had to be fed, so I could not really tap into any vision.

I did not respect the monk or even pay attention. I called him brother and he told me that monks are no one’s brothers. They are just monks and that I am a Nun from the snowy slopes of Tibet.

I am aware of my connection to Tibet and the signs and synchronicity that I am experiencing have increased significantly over the last few years. I know Tibet has been my home during numerous incarnations and I have meditated and studied there. The Himalayas are my home and I know this.

And then there are memories of the kalachakra initiation. Let me tell you one thing, my greatest desire in life right now is receiving the Kalachakra transmissions from the Dalai Lama. This particular Dalai Lama has been my teacher in many incarnations and it is time we meet.

There is so much spiritual telepathy between us that I am actually shocked that we have not met yet. I dream of the Dalai Lama with a strange persistence. I have never dreamt of one person so much. He is always there, in my dreams. Everything becomes silent when he smiles at me and calls me to his arms. Everything becomes silent and just the way it is meant to be.

I hope to travel across seven seas soon and go to one place which has been calling me for very many years. I can feel myself there too and I think a wild adventure awaits me. Actually this Libra NM journaling was much about that. It felt good to finally decide that I want to go there. Now let’s see if the Universe responds.