Full Moon in Sagittarius, 29/30 May, 2018: Dance me to the end of love~~

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Her lips touched his brain as they touched his lips, as though they were a vehicle of some vague speech and between them he felt an unknown and timid preasure, darker than the swoon of sin, softer than sound or odor.” ~~James Joyce, A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man

There is seduction and there is an ominous threat of war looming in the air as we poise to let the lunar energies inundate the sign of Sagittarius, 8 degrees and 10 minutes to be exact. However, this degree in the heavens is directly conjunct the fixed star Antares, the heart of the Scorpion and is opposite the red eye of the bull which is Aldebaran in Taurus.

There are four stars that are known as the Royal Stars or Guardians of the Sky. Zoroaster/Zarathustra, the founder of Zoroasterism, around 3000 BCE wrote in The Bundahishn Chapter 2 that…

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Mars RX in Aquarius, 16th May 2018; Love will tear us apart~~

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“To pretend, I actually do the thing: I have therefore only pretended to pretend.” ~~Jacques Derrida

Don’t be caught pretending to follow your heart, although the pretentious act takes you a step towards your goal aka following your heart, my love! Prophetic? Or pathetic? You decide.

The key component of this Mars retro of 2018 which happens in Aquarius, is Uranus. Mars had a tense conversation with Uranus who entered Taurus on the 15th and exactly a day from that, Mars made his move into the dualistic, fire, fixed, masculine sign of Aquarius.

Mars, the adrenaline junkie is now in rebellious, freedom-loving Aquarius where he will be present for an unusually long time because of his retrograde which happens every other year. 25 months to be exact and is a cycle of 80 days and it spans 15 degrees of the zodiac. At this time, there will be four other…

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A Uranian NM in Taurus, 15th May, 2018: You live your life as if it’s real, A Thousand Kisses deep~~

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“What if everything in the world were a misunderstanding, what if laughter were really tears?” ~~ Søren Kierkegaard

I must confess, my ideas traverse around these lines of thinking. The contradictory, dualistic dance of reality. What is real and what is not? What exists and what does not? Thankfully, Taurus is all about the material manifestation and the physical world. I don’t think I can take more of living in my head. It is time to step out, into my body and into the heart of the soil where all dualities merge into one, where everything is just perfect. There is no lamentation, there is no sorrow, there is no polarized schizophrenia.

I woke up to horrific images of the middle east and the Gaza strip. It breaks my heart, this Israel/Palestinian conflict. It has to stop. And it can with love and peace. How long will children be bombed? How…

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The Magnetic Pull of Your Twinflame~ A case study~

Are twinflames about the same soul incarnating at the same time? Our energetic counter parts? It could be so. Let me share an example. Read from this letter from someone who wishes to remain anonymous.

I had heard his name many times, somewhere around 2002 or 2003, I cannot remember. Now it seems so long ago when I saw him back then, by the beach. I don’t know why my heart skipped a beat. I had just broken up with someone, but it was not easy for him to move on from me, so he lingered. I was never happy in that relationship, so I looked for that something special. I think I heard his name before I ever saw him. And then one day shortly our eyes met and we were briefly introduced. I saw him a few time, but we never exchanged a single word. I don’t know if it was my imagination, but I think he kept looking at me every single time our paths crossed. I think he wanted to speak with me as badly as I wanted to. But this never happened. After that I left _ and returned to _. Life continued on and I could not stop thinking about him. This is not my usual style. I never find myself thinking about someone like this. Yes he was cute, but he was not really my type. I was not sure of my type, maybe I still am not. Now my friend calls me for a party and when I reach, I bump into him near the gate. This time, our eyes meet and lock. I am sure his heart began to beat as quickly as mine did. And then he got lost again in the crowd. Finally I saw him and our eyes met again, and no words were needed. I never forgot that moment in history. Nothing more happens. Shortly after this, I meet my now husband, _ and we both decide to revisit that little town where I had fallen in love with a stranger. The ache in my soul as I entered that place almost paralyzed me. His loss was immeasurable. Unquantifiable. But why did I feel so intensely, I repeatedly asked myself. This is not like me. Our times there were lovely, me and my husband bonded greatly and although I could never stop thinking about my perfect stranger, I realized it was a futile endeavor, because he lived miles apart. At this point, I knew nothing of him expect his name. One day, while we are at this bar, suddenly again, I bump into _. It looks like he is back from his country too. Our eyes meet and my heart almost stops beating. I am sure, I felt something similar happen in him. But no words were exchanged and my husband comes up behind me and holds my hands. _ sees this and steps back. That was the last time I saw him. Now cut to 2015, I see him on Facebook. I confess, I have tried to hunt him down. I finally learnt some stuff about him, but we never connected. Till 2015. I added him on Facebook and he okays my request the next day. My heart fluttering in my chest, I visit his profile to realize he is married! Yes, it startles me, not that I was hoping to hook up with him. I just had my baby. But, it felt wonderful to be connected with him on Facebook. Remember, we never spoke, so I still do not know what his voice sounds like. I have imagined it a million times. At least watching his life on Facebook, it felt oddly reassuring. Like somehow I had become a part of his life and he mine. No we never exchanged any likes or loves on FB. It was like he did not exist for me and I did not exist for him. I am not even sure he knows about this connection we have. I know he is my twinflame. Don’t ask me how and what and why. Because I have no rational answers. I love him like crazy and cannot stop thinking about him and having him on my FB is making it super hard for me to function in my normal life. He is miles away and a total stranger and I cannot stop thinking about him. What is going on? Can you help? I have seen visions of us together and when I stare into his pics, I know that he is my twinflame and I have remembered everything. But he has not. He seems happy in his life and relationship, so I have decided to not bother him with my energy field. I have started spiritual chord cutting from him and soon hope to get enough courage to delete him permanently from my Facebook. Not because I do not love him. He is the only human with my core soul frequency and I cannot help but love him totally and unconditionally. I will do so because I love him and in my love, I will let him continue his life’s journey till we meet again. I do not think we will meet in this life. We live on two different continents and we’re both married. Forget all that, we never even spoke. Then why do I feel so strongly about him? Because my heart knows the sound of his heart. Because my hand knows the feels of his skin without ever touching him and my lips know the touch of his lips, without ever kissing. I know I love him and always will. But it has become too painful to have him on my list. Should I delete him and block him? He has his life and I have mine. I know we will never meet, so why prolong this agony. Why not just release all these feelings and release him in the process? IMPOSSIBLE! But…I have intended to do just that…very soon…

What do you make of this letter? Is this woman delusional in her love for this stranger about whom she knows nothing? They have never even exchanged a hello on Facebook after being in each other’s lists for over three years. The stark pain and honesty in this letter moved me beyond words. I wonder…is it possible to fall in love with a stranger and then still remain in love with him after all these years. And here she is not even sure, he is aware of her presence? I mean he is surely is. She is a very beautiful woman, but you know what I mean. He has never tried to initiate contact on FB, after all these years.

I actually suggested that this woman let him be on her list because what difference does it make. She has thousands of friends on her list, so why can’t she just treat him as another name on her list. But upon seeing how difficult it had become for her to know he is on chat but never pings her or speaks with her, I suggested that yes, she delete him. Now, I did tell her that maybe he is shy to comment or like her posts, who knows? But she refused to agree to that. She feels that if he wanted to contact her, he could. Anyway, to cut a long story short…she deletes him…

And now what…let us see…will she forget this crazy connection she has with this stranger? Her love for him is getting stronger and that makes me wonder…what’s this? It is heartbreaking to see…

What do you think can be done?

Now back to my research. Twinflames do not give us the sense of security like a soulmate does. Soulmates are the likely comrades of 3D. Twinflames are like one person in two people. That does not make them identical. In fact, their differences can appear stark, but their core energy signature remains the same. Every time I come across, a probably twinflame relationship, I can tell you if this is for real. How? Because as someone meets their twin, their energetic vibe shifts. You cannot avoid this and for someone who studies psychic energy, I can feel this happening.

Another notable thing about the woman who writes the letter is that she feels unconditional love for this stranger. And isn’t that crazy? She is not some delusional nutjob. In fact, she is a high achiever and is doing extremely well for herself. She is an excellent mother and a great wife. What I mean is that she is no psych-ward inmate, she is just like you and me, yet, she met her twin almost a decade ago and never forgot about him. She loved him with utmost fervor and unconditional love. Even before the days of social media. She never even saw or heard about him online till 2015. This story has really touched me, which is why I decided to share her letter.

Yes, she has deleted him, but she will always love him. I am quite sure of it. No man will ever take his place, because no man caan. And she has not even spoken to him, even once!

Have you ever felt such a strong connection to someone? A pull you cannot explain, and if you answer yes, then maybe, just maybe, that person is your twinflame. Obviously, very few people will continue to love a stranger with such passion after all these years, but even if this feeling goes on for a few months, it is well worth investigating. Especially if you feel a telepathic connection to someone. This can manifest in many ways. When I work with twins, I usually ask them to send signals and work on their telepathy. Some twins even document this telepathic exchange they share and the results are stupendous. There can be color synchronicity. Name synchronicity and numbers. You have to have eyes to look and ears to hear.

You see with the Ascension energies at play right now, there will be many twins who will finally meet in the same space/time continuum. This is for the awakening of the masses. This is for the lightwork they have to do.

This woman’s story highlighted another aspect much discussed in the twinflame community. It is seen that when twins meet, they least expect it and often times it is burdensome to be free to hook up. Most twins meet when they are already in relationships. I know how crazy this sounds, but don’t take my word for it. Look it up and see what the twinflame gurus have to say. Much of their research points to this. Twins never meet when they are in a happy place or if they are content. It is only a spiritual itch that keeps nagging at them, driving them nuts and then finally, boom, they meet.

I called her up today asking her if she had missed having him on her friend’s list, to which she could not stop howling. She was as miserable with him on it than without him there and now she has even blocked him. She did confess that although she had deleted him, she could still not stop thinking about him. And she felt his physical distance disappear when she thought of him. In fact, she could bring him alive in her thoughts. She even touched him, kissed him and made love to him in her mind. For all these years…all this took place in her mind. Were these moments then real? The fact that they took shape in her mind. Can thought be energy? Yes, now we know that by observing an atom we can change its course, so then with intention we can create universes.

Maybe this man is her partner in a parallel universe and she is feeding into that information loop. I often feel that some psychic apparitions I have, are glitches in the system. They are entities from parallel worlds, living their lives, oblivious to their existence as shadow people in our universe. Yes, they terrify us, but what if we terrify them equally so? Who knows what they think of us? Could such emotional attachment be some malfunction in the matrix algorithm? What is this strange magnetic pull she felt for this man? I wish I could interview him to discover if he felt anything at all. But she refuses to allow me to contact him. So I am helpless. I have to let it go.

Maybe they will never meet. Maybe they will meet someday when they bump into each other randomly somewhere. Maybe he loves her as much as she loves him. This broke my heart. What a waste of true twinflame love if this is the case. I do find myself wondering if he is missing her on his friend’s list. Maybe, he will look her up on some other social media, since he is blocked on FB. Maybe they will connect.

I can only speculate…the rest will gradually unfold itself as the days rolls by…will he ever seek her out? Will she ever unblock him and re add him? What will happen?

I will keep you posted…

 

 

Uranus Ingresses into Taurus, 15th May, 2018~ See the light from above, we’re born to love~~

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Time passes, and little by little everything that we have spoken in falsehood becomes true. ~~Marcel Proust

DRUM ROLLS~~Here’s the IT UPDATE on the most talked about CELESTIAL EVENT OF THIS SEASON!! Truth and Falsehoods will come into play and what of the FALSEHOOD that has cemented itself as TRUTH?

Don’t worry, coming up this 15th of APRIL, as the NM becomes exact in TAURUS, URANUS, the planet of revolution and disruption enters that very sign, beginning a new era of us claiming our power and if necessary, revolting with all our might against establishment. You can REVOLT with love…REVOLUTION becomes EVOLUTION.

Earthy TAURUS is not a sign URANUS particularly likes. Why? Because URANUS is ULTIMATE CHANGE and disruption and TAURUS, dear old, feminine, earth TAURUS, ruled by VENUS is not happy with CHANGE. She is not happy with adapting the new. She likes to hold on.

Uranus is electrical…

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Venus in Gemini, 24th APRIL, 2018~~I wasn’t looking where I was going, I fell into your eyes~~

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Knowledge can be communicated, but not wisdom. One can find it, live it, be fortified by it, do wonders through it, but one cannot communicate and teach it. ~~Hermann Hesse

GEMINI is all about COMMUNICATION and here VENUS is flirty, talkative and cute, but she has no staying power. She is all over the place, all in one go. If you have you natal VENUS in GEMINI, then you are truly lady-like, sweet, polite, genteel and happy to travel, write and express. Yet, conventional education might not be your thing. Local communities and siblings is important to GEMINI. THIRD HOUSE issues.

VENUS rules TAURUS and she loves it there, but TAURUS is so earthy, that VENUS cannot find the lighter and more fun side of her. She is responsible, steadfast and dependable in TAURUS. The homemaker, but now she becomes the flirt.

In GEMINI, she takes on a more fun…

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