Scorpionic Full Moon: May 10, 2017~Rolling in the deep!!!

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“Say not, “I have found the truth,” but rather, “I have found a truth.”
Say not, “I have found the path of the soul.” Say rather, “I have met the soul walking upon my path.”
For the soul walks upon all paths.
The soul walks not upon a line, neither does it grow like a reed.
The soul unfolds itself, like a lotus of countless petals.”
― Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet

My body began to vibrate as my mind rolled over these words. What a profound orgasmic feeling! Yes philosophy can be orgasmic and why not? Why do we philosophers feel everything so deeply? We need to get down and dirty! We need to get to the very bottomless pit of hell to find what? Sometimes we know and sometimes we don’t.

This explains Scorpio. The sign that rules over your sexual organs, your reproduction organs and your excretory organs…

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The Twin Flame Phenomenon~~

Basically, at the very bottom of life, which seduces us all, there is only absurdity, and more absurdity. And maybe that’s what gives us our joy for living, because the only thing that can defeat absurdity is lucidity. ~~Albert Camus

This is so prophetic! Absurdity’s antidote is lucidity. How do we contextualise this when I am talking about twinflames? Lucidity means clarity of expression and thought.

Love is ABSURD to say the least. I for one, never understood how and why love operates the way it does in our society and in the greater collective mind. The concept of love has been denigrated to abject complications and mix-ups, rejection and humiliation, lies and deceit.

Media has taught us that people are disposable as there are so many options available out there. Get onto Tinder and find your love match. Hook up on speed dating! What a fucking ridiculous concept and how degrading to the very concept of LOVE. Not to forget the numerous apps where you can scroll through hundreds of profiles to get laid. Where is the love? Where is the emotion?

Love has become an arrangement. A contract and nothing more. When it begins, everything is perfect. But as familiarity arises, people tend to loose interest and look elsewhere. Most people that I work with had almost given up on love when I started working with them. But how can we ignore love?

Everytime I discuss romantic love, I have to talk about Moulin Rouge, one of my favourite love stories. The tragedy gets me every single time and Ewan Mcgregor when he sings- Love is a many splendored thing / Love lifts us up where we belong / All you need is love… Yes my lovelies, it is as literal as that…ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE!!

I am a hopeless romantic and most of my relationships have failed to fulfil me. Today I know it was not the fault of the person involved. It was just that we were vibrating in different frequencies. But we still met and started a relationship because of karmic reasons.

Why does this happen? Are we humans meant to just stray from person to person and then finally die unfulfilled? Because no partner is perfect. Marriage needs work and children need commitment.

In all this pressure and stress most of us miss our twinflame when that person makes an appearance. The people we marry are mostly not our twinflames. They are our daily companions and people we love and cherish, but a twinflame energy is all consuming in its intensity and complicated in its simplicity.

And it is NOT ABSURD. I will explain the esoteric context of twinflames. But first let me meander a bit. I have been obsessed with love, so much so that more than falling in love with my partners I was more in love with the idea of love. Call it stupid and childish immaturity coupled with a writer’s imagination, it is enough to know that nothing and no one made me happy- too many doubts, too many fucking mixed signals and never any surety of feelings.

My partner is the very epitome of level headed approach to romance, so much so that it makes me want to rip my hair off sometimes. Cool and quirky, he is an Aquarian Sun. Thankfully this is combated by his Pisces Moon and he senses my intuitive and mystical side, but our approach to love and romance is totally diverse. He shows love in a more restrained and practical manner by doing things for me which do not include poetry or songs, kissing on the beach(as someone is always watching) or under the full moon. He is not heavy into passionate oeuvres and melodrama(as he calls it) and I dream of intense all encompassing love where nothing else matters. Not practical! So I hear a lot.

When I came across the twinflame concept, it blew me away and I began to look into it. Meditating upon twinflames, I learnt that I have not yet met my twinflame. He is out there somewhere, but we have not touched base!

During one of my Past Life Regression sessions, I realised that someone I have known for over ten years in Goa is in fact my twinflame energy and this got me thinking. Could this man be my twinflame even though I have no sexual feeling towards him. In fact I am not even attracted to him in the conventional sense.

Somehow I am not convinced that he is my twinflame and sometimes PLR therapies point us to places but the definitive interpretation may not be accurate. It might be that my twinflame energy is in Goa, it may not be that person. It may have the music that was going to connect us, I thought.

That is what I feel. And now I can tell you one thing that as I meditate upon this phenomena, I know that my twinflame is out there. Somehow I feel that even he is aware of me and my presence!!!

Don’t ask me why? I have no clue as to who he could be. Does that mean I will give up my life and go looking for him. No. In fact most twinflames never meet! I know how harsh that sounds, but let us get LUCIDITY on the ABSURD concept of twinflames.

Firstly let us understand what TWINFLAMES mean to the mainstream. Most people seem to think that the twinflame is some sort of MIRROR SOUL and this originated from Plato’s Symposium which indicated that humans originally had two faces, four arms and four legs. Humans became so powerful that they threatened to overpower the gods and then Zeus split them in half. So when we discover our other “half” again we are filled with a profound sense of wholeness. I personally think this is oversimplification of this mystery.

Your twinflame pops out and your life changes completely when you encounter him/her. Even online. You may be scrolling through FB feeds and then suddenly you see that profile picture and everything stops short. For when you look into those eyes, you experience this intense yearning and excitement, yet, there is a feeling of knowing that person and the sense of COMING HOME.

I know this has happened to a few people who have consulted with me. Yes some of them have been lucky enough to have met their twinflame. But for the rest of us, it is still not time.

Listen my lovelies, every relationship changes you. Whether you know it or not. But when you are confronted with this twinflame vibe, the breath is literally knocked off your chest. You feel are fired up and you don’t know why. You want to contact that person but your brains tell you otherwise.

In fact most of us will never do anything about these feelings if we are lucky to have them. Because each of us are caught in our own issues. And also the twinflame relationship is anything but smooth and peaceful. It is not for people who are used to shallow waters.

This relationship is about diving into the fertile chaos to recover love pearls for the soul. While most of us will never face our twinflames in this incarnation, but some of the blessed ones will meet their twinflames and have a stormy relationship with them.

This relationship will be tempestuous. It will shatter every safe, preconceived notion you have ever held about love, romance. It might even destroy the idea you have held about that person. For example, your twinflame may not look like how you expect or behave in a manner you are used to and this is totally normal. What else did you expect?

While I am not asking you to drop your partner and go looking for your twinflame, what I want you to do is at least know the signs if you ever meet that person. And even if you do, there is very less chance that you will hook up. Don’t get pissed with the messenger, pay attention to the message.

In most cases, the twinflames may see each other from a distance and like each other. Again this “like” factor will be extremely intensified. Suddenly out of the blue you may see him and your eyes may meet. And at that moment your whole fucking world will collapse. Nothing will exist but him/her.

You may feel so connected to him physically, mentally and spiritually and you may not even know him/her. The voice of your twinflame will also sound very familiar for sound is what created this Universe.

Before there were any stars or galaxies, 13.8 billion years ago, our universe was just a ball of hot plasma — a mixture of electrons, protons, and light. Sound waves shook this infant universe, triggered by minute, or “quantum,” fluctuations happening just moments after the big bang that created our universe. ~~NASA

The whole of creation emanated from a vibration – AUM! Sound can create Universes and can destroy them too. We hear less than 1% of the acoustic spectrum consciously. But we do not know how our UNCONSCIOUS mind is reacting to all that sound we supposedly can not hear. Those frequencies are hitting us with information. We are just not tuned in to those frequencies to realise what they mean.

His/her voice may strike you ass oddly familiar and you will exchange telepathic communication with each other. I have seen his happen with most twinflame cases. There is no blackmagic involved in this(lol). Yes people ask me if I do black magic(me being a witch and all…lol). This happens due to quantum entanglement and is a natural function of our connectedness with each other at quantum levels of the psyche or our UNCONSCIOUS MIND.

Oh and another thing that I have seen is twinflames are mostly from diverse cultures. The sixth race as described by Blavastky will be MIXED RACE and the American people who will become the “pioneers” of the 6th sub-race of the 5th root race and this process is due to begin relatively soon.

“We are preparing here in America a new race which will exhibit the perfection of the glories that I said were being slowly brought to the surface from the long forgotten past. This is why the Americas are seen to be in a perpetual ferment. It is the seething and bubbling of the older races in the refining-pot, and the slow coming up of the material for the new race. Here, and nowhere else, are to be found men and women of every race living together, being governed together, attacking nature and the problems of life together, and bringing forth children who combine, each one, two races. This process will go on until in the course of many generations there will be produced on the American continents an entirely new race; new bodies; new orders of intellect; new powers of the mind; curious and unheard-of psychic powers, as well as extraordinary physical ones; with new senses and extensions of present senses now unforeseen. When this new sort of body and mind are generated – then other monads, or our own again, will animate them and paint upon the screen of time the pictures of 100,000 years ago.” ~~HPB

You understand how Nature is reuniting twinflames to bring forth the SIXTH RACE. All well and fine you say, but how do I know this person is my twinflame. Come on, there is no dearth of men/women on social media.

Wait up my lovelies. Firstly when you see your twinflame, it will be a fucking déjà vu. You know him/her and this feeling only gets deeper as you explore each other. You may feel like you are meant to be with that person even if you have a partner. This does not apply of you think like this with every person you are attracted to. This applies if you know how to use your powers of discretion.

You suddenly feel like this person will play a crucial role in your own soul growth. You may not know how and why, but you feel so. If you meet this person, you click on all levels with such intensity that it leaves you breathless. Yet, all this excitement is mingled with a sense of coming home. That person is your safe place.

Even if you do not know them, you feel like you can bare your soul and that person will spiritually empower you. Somehow they balance the yin-yang aspect to perfection- the twinflames. Your sense of identity and individuality is expanded. It is like you are born anew.

This relationship with all its problems will give you a huge sense of freedom, so this energy sets you free. But you have to work for it. And even if you know them online, you are totally tuned into their energy field. Like you know when they are online and when you read their posts its like you know them forever.

I suggest that morphogenetic fields work by imposing patterns on otherwise random or indeterminate patterns of activity. ~~Rupert Sheldrake

Another thing with this energy is that you CANNOT IGNORE it. You are magnetically attracted to them, no matter how hard you try to avoid them. No baby, there is no running away from this one, but for fuck’s sake don’t mistake an abusive relationship as your twinflame because you are too deluded.

These are some of the attributes we face when life brings our twinflame to us. Now let me tell you about the THEORY OF THE MONADS or the 144 SOUL GROUP which makes the Twinflame phenomenon possible. Digging deep into the occult.

There are MULTIPLE UNIVERSES and infinite galaxies. One GALAXY MONAD contains Soul Groups for each Solar System, which contains 144,000 Monads. Each of these Monads in the ‘Soul Group’ contains a total of 144 individuals. Each Monad contains the Essence of 12 branches of ‘Oversoul Souls’ and each ‘Oversoul Soul’ is broken down into 6 sets of Twin Souls or Flames.

These six sets are then separated and this is very painful. They become male female from the ARDHANARISHWARA. You and your Twin Soul or Twin Flame together are one of these pairs of six in your primary Soul Mate Group. The other 5 sets of Twins in your primary Soul Mate Group are known as your ‘near Twins.’ Since each Monad contains 144 individuals in total, the other 132 outside of your primary Soul Mate Group in your Monad are your secondary Soul Mates.

These secondary soulmates show up often in the 3D world and we mistake them for the ONE, but if there is any chance of any interaction with our twinflame, then all confusion fades away. You can never MISS that person if you are AWARE of them. If you are not aware of their existence, then yes, they may pass you by. But if ever you have felt that electricity between you and your twinflame, then you know that this person is unmistakably so.

I seriously thought I will meet my Twinflame in Goa in 2002 and 2003 when I was single the last time, but I was obviously not ready for the experience and I met my partner that same time in Bombay. He is definitely from my soul group, but not my Twinflame which I have felt over and over again in my meditations. But I know he exists. I have sensed him so many times and wondered if he is aware of me. Where he is and what does he do? Does he think about me? Because like all us mortals, I think of him too.

You can use the number 147,023 to attract a lover if you are wanting to do so, but summoning your twinflame will require all the mojo you can conjure. Ask Venus to bless you in this endeavour.

The minute I heard my first love story I started looking for you, not knowing how blind I was. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere. They’re in each other all along. – Rumi

ARTWORK Alex Grey – Love is a Cosmic Force

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The Chiron Experience~ Wisdom Wounds!

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“This life’s dim windows of the soul,
Distorts the heavens from pole to pole,
And leads you to believe a lie,
When you see with, not through,
the eye.” ~~ William Blake

Scientists discovered Chiron in 1977. They thought it was an asteroid, and named it so. But data soon showed that it was not an asteroid, but the largest comet nucleus ever known.

Carl Jung’s archetype of ‘The Wounded Healer’ originated with the Greek myth of Chiron and in Astrology it is the archetype of the SHAMAN and the WOUND THAT NEVER HEALS!!!

A great healer, astrologer, and respected oracle, Chiron was said to be the first and most righteous among centaurs. He was highly revered as a teacher, poet, astrologer and tutor. Cutting a very long story short, ) Chiron(like us all, some more than the others) was inflicted with a deadly painful wound. He became a teacher and healer…

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The Wolf Goddess~~

What a sight you are!

A true Goddess of your own creation.

The holy red gushes down your legs.

You stand naked, bare breasted.

The defiance in your eyes.

The slight smile on your lips.

They magnetic sway of your hips.

They ridicule you and laugh at you.

Your raw power scares them.

You know how to CONNECT.

You know how to join together.

You are a natural leader.

And that scares them.

They call you a sinner.

Never will you be a saint.

Even if you have fed the last morsel to them.

They have burnt you over and over.

But from those ashes have you arisen…

Again and again.

With different names.

In different countries and cultures.

The guilt they have bred in us,

Is not to be found in you.

The palpable fear is also absent.

For you seek no validation from them.

You don’t care to play by their rules.

Holiness in every ounce of your blood.

Every Goddess of every culture,

They reside in your body.

You are holy, the Creatrix!

You are not afraid of pleasure.

You know what to do with pain.

You are here to liberate other sisters.

You are not looking for personal gain.

Never have you controlled the urges,

That women have been taught to do.

Instead you have transmuted them into alchemy.

You have transformed them into divine inspiration.

You have ignited the fires of passion.

And made magic with the man you held.

For a God he was when you made love to him.

You are his Goddess.

You are  our Goddess.

Your mission is to tell the others.

To activate the powers of the Womb.

This FEM-FORCE will steer us into a new awareness.

Let them worship the sacred blood of your menstruation.

For that is the only atonement from their end.

To have defiled and demonised the sacred life force of the menstrual blood.

They say you are a whore.

What does it matter if you are Madonna or a whore?

They have raped, pillaged and tortured,

The mother, maiden and the crone.

No one is safe.

They will find the Wild Ones.

Silenced they must be.

But how can they be shut for life?

In their voices is the fem-force of life and death.

We will be told we are evil.

We will be told our magick is for the devil.

The Devil is but Lucifer, the bringer of Truth.

The apple is the process of initiation.

It is you, yes you as Eve,

Who initiated Adam.

It is you Sita, who burned Rama’s sins,

In the fire of your sacrifice.

Wild Woman you will make us eat time and again,

From that sweet apple of knowledge and passion.

Run like a She-wolf and howl at the moon.

You are the Matriarch, the very crux of civilisation.

Tonight under the Full Moon, you will rub the damp earth on your body.

And make love to the Earth.

She is as wild as you are.

Soul lovers through infinities.

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Politics of Pleasure~

“So really it happens that the more sexual a person is, the more inventive he can be. The more sexual a person is, the more intelligent. With less sex energy, less intelligence exists; with more sexual energy, more intelligence, because sex is a deep search to uncover, not only bodies, not only the opposite sex body, but everything that is hidden.” ~~Osho, The Ultimate Alchemy, Vol. 2, Talk #2

You know the first time you meet someone and you have butterflies in your stomach. That feeling of pure adrenaline. Yes we love it. When we hook up with a stranger we are attracted to, we get a huge kick of adrenaline. It is tempestuous. It makes us go weak in the knees. But there is NO SUSTAINABILITY and interest wears off as soon as the thrill is dead. Why does the thrill die? FAMILIARITY!!!

This type of sex is dependent on the release of the hormone adrenaline which makes us thrill seekers can be quite challenging. It was for me at least. Haha. This type of sex can often result in humiliation, disgrace, feeling cheap and used. There is no internal bonding. There is no spiritual connectivity.

The very antithesis of this is the type of sex that we need to bring into our lives. This type of sex involves love, care, trust, respect and FAMILIARITY. The main ingredient of this type of copulation is harmony and synchronicity between couples. This type of sex is about GIVING not so much about RECEIVING. That does not mean that you do not receive. For  you receive way more. You receive surrender.

When you pleasure your partner without thinking of you own wants and desires, then you show them their importance and that in turn makes them open up in ways you can never anticipate. They will surrender not just their bodies, but their minds and souls to you.

When you truly connect with another human being and create sexual energy which can heal and transform you completely, then you release the chemical OXYTOCIN. What is that? Well that is the BONDING HORMONE. When a mother gives birth, she releases the most amount of oxytocin ever released by a human so she can lactate and breastfeed.

In fact this is the reason why men are so interested in the breasts and of course the breast is a pleasure trove for the woman as the nerve endings are connected to her clitoris. Therefore men have been stimulating the breasts since time immemorial. No couple abstains from breast play in some form or the other.

The sex that releases oxytocin in the brain is what exists between husband and wife and between long-term partners. But as we are flooded with pornography and ready to consume internet sexual content, we are detaching more and more from our natural partners.

Too many families are breaking apart because the couple is so busy bringing up the children or making a career that they have ignored to cultivate SACRED sexual chemistry. The result is infidelity. The main reason for this is that they do not enjoy each other any more. Because they have not taken the time and the effort required to make sex excitable and enjoyable with a long term partner. It is not easy. It required loads of work and a steadfast commitment. But wait it is not just boring. It can be so rewarding! Trust me! I know.

Men are rampantly cheating on women. Of course women are too. But we see this play out more in the masculine archetypes. This is such a sorry state of affairs for too many women are conditioned to not take sex seriously. They are taught that it is something they have to “give” their husbands. Why? Because he needs it. Yes that is what I have heard from so many women. Most of them consider sex a part of marital duties and derive little pleasure from it. Fuckity fuck!

Women have been so badly slut shamed and called names that they have repressed their sexual desires. When in reality, women are extremely sexual creatures. Look at their anatomy. Women have been designed to enjoy sex and let no one tell you otherwise.

A woman is not a slut or a whore if she is sexually empowered. A woman who is in touch with her sexual energy and knows how to work it is truly a wondrous individual. For she is the true epitome of the GODDESS energy. She knows what pleasures her and she knows how to get it. She craves for no man, because she is self sufficient in every way.

Yes she does seek her MASCULINE, her YANG, her partner, her polarity. But she is no damsel in distress waiting for him. She is a Goddess. She is not afraid to speak her mind. She is not afraid to explore her psyche. She is not afraid to say openly that it is normal for women to want sex.

Yet, while gathering data for my book, I discovered so many couples barely have sex twice a month. I’m talking about 30 somethings. Both husband and wife are so busy with work that they barely manage to get a quickie in once in two weeks. There is hardly much foreplay involved and most of the time, she does not orgasm.

She does not care. Why bother about orgasm? He is happy right. Grunting and moaning while he climaxes. The pleasure she has given him is enough. Right? Why does she need to orgasm?

Well, well, well ladies. If you are caught in this BS, then take it from a woman who takes her orgasms very seriously. You do not know what you are missing. For both men and women are capable of full bodied orgasms which can make them transcend space and time.

There is such a sense of UNITY. There is such a sense of bliss and the act in itself has now become sacred. This is the Goddess energy all women need to channel. They need to become the GODDESS who must have her pleasure taken care of. And that includes your man knowing how to get you to orgasm….yummy full bodied orgasms. Oh, oh, oh…did you know that orgasms activate the VAGUS NERVE. Google it if you don’t know that the fuck that is.

You can bring back the magic in your love life with your partner even after decades of marriage. In fact when you start to practice oxytocin based sex, then you will see how strong your bond will become.

You must be ready to forget all about your own pleasure guys if you want to worship the Goddess. She is the symbol of the GREAT COSMIC YONI/VAGINA. She is the MOTHER MATRIX. So worship her with all your devotion and think only of pleasuring her. Get creative.

Remember the orgasm part itself is only a tiny part of the show. In many cases it is not even the finale. Instead the sexual union should make your consciousness merge with that of your partner. In totality. Like nothing exists outside of you. Like nothing ever did and nothing ever will. Can you imagine that? TIMELESSNESS! Yes transcendental sex magic can make you transcend your EGO-SELF or the conscious mind.

For hidden in the deep recesses of the UNCONSCIOUS lie all the archetypes. And we get a chance to break away from our standard archetype for that moment when we are in union. You know why magick works? It is because in the netherworld of our psyche there exists all the information. From all our previous experiences and I mean collectively. Jung called it the COLLECTIVE UNCONSCIOUS. From this we channel all the wisdom and guidance.

Once we have understood the archetypes we can break away from them and step into new exploring new archetypes. We can change the role we play for who else ifs the DIRECTOR of this film called life but us?

Couples who seek to explore sex magic or tantric sex, there are some tips for you from my end. Firstly find TIME. The most important ingredient that society lacks. TIME. We are slaves to it. Sex magic can never be done without time. At least three hours. Don’t fall off that chair. Hold on.

Create a sacred space. Full body massages for both from both. Oh yeah! Bring on the oils baby. Burn that intense and light those candles. Put on that music. Guys you can do an adaptation of the Yoni Puja. I wrote about it briefly in this article. Check it out. Just do what works for you. What speaks to you.

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If you are interested to know more about sexual alchemy and greater harmony with your partner, then email me- tina@tinaheals.com

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A SEXUALLY EMPOWERED PERSON IS SUPER CONFIDENT, BUT NOT COCKY. She or he owns the stage and does it effortlessly.

I am offering special workshops for women called GODDESS AWAKENING where I will be discussing vital components of pleasuring your partner and also self pleasure. So please ping me. These are available in groups and individually too. LET US END THE WAR ON NATURE AND ON OUR OWN BODIES.

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Pluto Retrograde: 20th April, 2017~Wind of Change!!!

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“Bran thought about it. ‘Can a man still be brave if he’s afraid?’
‘That is the only time a man can be brave,’ his father told him.”
― George R.R. Martin, A Game of Thrones

Very Plutonian theme right there. It is our fear that gives us strength. It is in our most abject time can we truly discover our potential. Pluto is giving us that energy. Yes we are afraid…individually and collectively. The question is…can we rise above our fear?

Dark and devastating secrets revealed. Fear, insecurities, Public Office scandals, rumours are going to be surfacing rampantly. They will drag us to a lesser frequency and we will see an escalation of violence in the world stage. Control freaks seem to have all the power. Who has the control over the nukes of the US? The collective is being bottle-necked into desperation and frustration. The straw will inevitably break…

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New Moon in Taurus: 26th April~Awaken the Five Senses!!!

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Since my subjects have always been my sensations, my states of mind and the profound reactions that life has been producing in me, I have frequently objectified all this in figures of myself, which were the most sincere and real thing that I could do in order to express what I felt inside and outside of myself. ~Frida Kahlo

This Taurean New Moon is all about feeling all those deep feelings and emotions that keep surfacing in your conscious and unconscious mind and then express them through any format that works for you.

The quote above from Freida Kahlo conjures this sentiment- feeling deep feelings(which she did because of her medical ailments and artistic temperament and of course Diego Riviera cheating on her. She felt so much pain, so much inspiration and so much love, yet, jealousy at the very pit of her stomach that she coughed up such surreal…

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