“Don’t tell me the moon is shining; show me the glint of light on broken glass.”
― Anton Chekhov
There is a huge possibility, with the help of the astro in the sky that you could heal all your mommy issues. Yes this Cancerian moon is sending us abundant motherly energies to morph negativity into positivity. I woke up remembering that I was dreaming about my mother. Immediately I felt so connected to that space we inhabited together in dreamland.
She was right there with me. Sometimes life goes by and you don’t get to say what you need to. My mom and me have had our issues, but finally when I became a mother, all those issues were put to death. By my own mother-hood. I felt horrible for judging my mother. So, so terrible for saying all those nasty things to her.
As soon as I hit puberty, I sort of lost it. My mom became the most irritating person ever. There have been moments when I wished I never see her again. How foolish was I? Seeing my daughter grow up and my mom getting older, I have finally understood my own mortality. Life is too shot. To fight. To crib. Life is too complex and too simple all at once. Life is a piece of magick.
TODAY YOU WILL FIND THE COSMIC ENERGIES TO HEAL THE MOTHER WOUND. Ask for forgiveness and you shall receive it. Forgive yourself and her. She may be your mother, but she is a human, a WOMAN. You can write a note to her that you ask her for forgiveness and you forgive her or you can just call her up. SPEAK TO YOUR MOTHER. HEAL HER. HEAL YOUR SOUL. RECONNECT TO THE MOTHER. RECONNECT TO THE EARTH AND ALL THINGS FEMININE. Use your sensitivity. This is profound and beautiful…this re connection to the WOMB.
Vulnerability is okay. We are so busy trying to be invincible that we forget we are only human. I think this full moon should be about COMPASSION. I feel it. Don’t you? There are definitely polarity in the air. There is conflict. But stare at the pale moon. Staring at us. Smiling at us. Giving us the possibility of life. Giving us women our sacred menstruation cycle.
I feel such a deep connection to the moon. While I lived in Goa, I remember how I soaked up every bit of the lunar energies, as much as the Cosmos permitted. Kissing her with my eyes. Writing about her. Writing to her. There was something about the pale silvery hue of the moonlight that made me feel so charged. In every way.
The moon when aligned with the Sun, gives us this magical sight- the full moon. It is as if hope is reborn. So why don’t you try to go out tonight. Somewhere alone or with your partner or an intimate group of friends. Drive away, to a tranquil place. Find a nice spot and sit under the moonlight.
Yes you can do whatever you want, but just be AWARE. Aware of the pale moon in the sky. Look at it. Feel its rays penetrating you. Penetrating every molecule, every atom of your body and your etheric field. Feel those shards of moonlight destroying negativity and accumulated karma. Feel them burn away.
If there is a special issue you want to address, then think about it. You may or may not concise it and make it smaller. You can make it as small as a grain of sand. Compress all that emotions of hurt, pain and misery and squeeze it till it is a tiny grain. In your hands.
When I have meditated with people and we have used this technique, some of them do not like to make it small. They like to look at the whole problem in a bubble. They want to be able to see it. Then invoke the sacred rays of the moon to burn that bubble or grain into oblivion. Now actually visualise this pale light burning your misery. Hear the sound of it burning and then what have you? Blow away all the shit.
Sit under the moon. I suggest journaling, but you may just SIT. DO NOTHING. JUST SIT AND BREATHE. If you’re in a group, just be aware of what is happening. Feel the vibes, the wind, the conversation. Feel the whole experience INTENSELY.
SOAK UP THE MOONLIGHT- Literally yes. Also ask it to give healing to your internal organs, most importantly your heart. Ask the moonlight to slowly probe your heart centre. This will energise it fully. If you want fertility, then concentrate on your womb. If you want education, then focus on the brain. You get the drift. You can always soak yourself in a bath and then explore self pleasure while you watch your breath.
And let those feelings out…feel vulnerable, feel exposed, feel out of control. RELEASE THEM TO THE MOON. Whenever I am upset and it is a full moon, all I need is just to go outside, sit and stare, do my thing under it and get back to being normal. That is how effective the moon energies are.
There is a huge reservoir of feminine wisdom available to us through this portal. Men and women can access this energy equally. It is the primordial feminine wisdom- VACH or SARASWATI, SOPHIYA of the Jews…the mother matrix. So she is opening herself up for us- this MOTHER of us all. Heal. Enjoy. Celebrate. Don’t let the crab’s claws and shells stop you. INTUITIVE Cancer can be so whiny sometimes and if tap into the lower frequencies of this gig, you’re really up shit’s creek.
Stay safe if you feel too pessimistic. Be home with a bunch of friends, or even alone. You could watch a thought provoking film, like something from World Cinema. Watch a film from a far away country you don’t know much about. Be open.
Honey buns, in case you feel that you’re a werewolf about to rip open the skin of the human you’re living inside, then its time to visit your local medical cannabis centre. Lol! There will be mood swings. Hardcore. One moment you could be hot and heavy and the next you could be ripping each other’s hair. As long it ends well…right? But seriously couples, take a breather tonight! Don’t start a fight.
Cancer, the first WATER SIGN and represents water in its BASIC FORM, can be insecure, so don’t let the thought of your partner with someone else ruin your full moon. Why don’t you make a special ritual you both can share on full moons. It will deepen your relationship for sure.
There is a lot of water energy happening and it may create steam when mixed with fire. With air, water becomes more energised. Bubbly. It can be refreshing. Think of clear babbling brooks. But it can be equally scary. Like the deep sea. When water is confined it can be controlled, like a pool but when water goes out of control it is dangerous. Have you seen the viral posts of Tsunamis? Scares me.
Remember you can tailor make your intentions and manifest what works best for you. Do it in this full moon. Like water can be steam, ice or H2O, you can also be whatever you want. YOU CAN BE YOU…
To me water energies are all about paradoxical and intuitive time portals opening that tell me intense stories about the human condition. We are mostly water. Imagine how much the moon affects us. So cut aggression out totally this full moon and stop the need to feel like you’re defending something. Most of the times, you are just looping yourself to misery for NO ONE OR NOTHING NEEDS DEFENDING ALL THE TIME.
Under the full moon, know this, that all is perfect, all is love and all is ONE.